Yeah it happens
It has happened to me continuously for years. I always felt lost. I did not want to do any type of work in the mornings. I did not want to wake up and did not feel like doing anything.
But I have found a way to escape this hell. Now you are wondering. How…
Every day I think about how I can escape from these feelings. How should I get rid of them? How much time does it take? I lost my living purpose. I didn't want to do anything because nothing was going according to my expectations. You have heard right. Expectations…
One day after putting so much effort into finding the way I realized these things about myself,
I didn't trust myself
I didn't love myself
I didn't think of myself as a capable person
I believe in others too easily
Everything is feeling dark due to my false perceptions
I have been expecting too much from people
I am not putting in the effort in anything
I didn't have a solid purpose in life
I see myself as not a beautiful person
After realizing these things, I started to reflect on myself. I started writing about the things that are making me feel this way. I started adding new valuable habits—things in my life that helped me a lot in getting rid of this overwhelming hell-like feeling.
I started finding my purpose, and then I found it
I started making goals
Started working on these goals daily
Even the results didn't get good
I didn't overestimate myself
Instead, it makes me stronger and more motivated because I have learned a lot from this failure and rejection, and I didn't repeat it and thought of it as a blessing that is clearing my mind and showing me the right path every day.
After that, my feeling overwhelmed started the shift, and my feelings of confidence and self-belief started to rise. After all this, today
I woke up early in the morning
Do exercise and do the journaling
Do the focused work in the first 4 to 5 hours
Do other learning activity
Some entertainment
Teach for one hour and
Write something to get new ideas
Today, even though I have not reached my goal, I am working towards it wholeheartedly. At first, I listened to people's opinions a lot. But now I only listen to those who have proven track records and who have done something big in their lives. Otherwise, I don't.
Today I have balanced my life by removing the bad habits, things, and people and adding the most valuable habits, things, and people who helped me to stay positive and productive throughout my journey.
Surround yourself with positive-minded people; otherwise, stay alone and become the source of your motivation. Have a great journey ahead.
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